woke up and prepared quickie!
went to subway line 8 with the new high-heeled shoe, went downstairs then....
BUMP!
I fell down!gosh..i wanted to cry that time. my ankle...it was so truly damned hurt!
it twisted!!!!!
well...i often get my ankles twisted,but, not in high-heels.
It killed me...i sat down for a while. like 15 mins then phoned my uncle that i couldn't make it. actually, i had to go to my aunt's house to go to wedding ceremony of our family. after that i tried to stood up, my legs were shakin. I just took of my damned high-heeled shoe, then grabbed a cab.
arrived at my front door, i paid the cab and went upstair to my house.
while I was entering my home, I started screaming!!!!!
around "the twisted ankle's" spot...it became bigger and looks so awful!
I just laid down on my bed and tried to give my ankle a lil massage to make it better and not become bigger and bigger.
I was suffering with this pain until i decide just to forget how hurt it is with watching Gossip Girl.
So, enough bout my ankle...
I just finished watching first season of Gossip Girl in 2 days. So fast, huh??
It just because i don't have anything to do. Called it "holiday". Everyday i'm being so lazy and fooling around with everybody and stuff. Buy a lot of DVD's and spend my whole time in front of TV and my crazy notebook. Hell yeah..my note book drives me crazy all the time. I can't download things because it have viruses inside and the one of the virus copies file to files. so, when i try to download things, it rejects and always tells me that my drive C is full!

These days..i feel so insecure. I can't figure it out how it becomes like this.
Somehow i feel i'm kinda scared to lose someone who I called "home".
Fiuhhhh.....because this "home" isn't easy to find, bet it...