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Kamis, Juli 24, 2008 01.38
These days, I've been realized that LIFE is about choices.
Cliche...yeah, I know.
But, why???
Here it is...

One day, I saw a lady cried in the middle of subway station's path. I didn't know why she was crying and yelling like crazy. Her baby was put in front of her. Luckily, I brought my lovely camera. For a sec, I was tempted to shoot at her face and got this amazing emotionally expression. Then, I paused. Help and asked her ? or shoot and leave then pretend that I never seen that scene?
If I help and asked her, I'd miss the opportunity to shoot a great angle and expression, and my friends would never able to see my photo. How if i shoot at her? My friend would see my photo and,perhaps, they'd like it. But, I'd be suffering because I kind of abandoned her and her babies.

Yesterday, I was terribly tired. I woke up really early (the nite before, I had slept so late) and I had to take my passport at Exit and Entry office. Way back home, in subway, there was an old lady who seems so weak. I was really sleepy and I could find a seat! Hell yeah, in Shanghai, seats are like GOLD! Everyone wants it! I didn't want to share my seat with that old lady. But, in other side, I felt guilty. Then I was thinking, why I have to feel guilty? Everyone doesn't care bout it, at all. It's a common thing here. There is no rule says you have to share seat with old lady. If I did stand and let her to sit, I'd be stand up for about 1 hour in subway. If I just pretended and did the same things as people surround me, the old lady,maybe, would fall down, or something bad would happen. And I don't want those kind of things happen because of ME. My self-centered ego. No offense!

These days two of my friends talked to me about their future life. What they want to be in future. What job they will do. What problems and risks they will face, and stuff. A lot of choices are in front of em. The thing is, they don't know what to do with that choices. One of my friend wants to be a movie director.. He is afraid that he will fail, he'll get lot of pressures from family and worse, he can't afford his life and his family. In the other side, his family try to provoke him to be a businessman. The reason is...safer than being an artist. He said, If he choose to be an artist, he will live poor life till he'll success. His family will suffer, he can't give good things to his child, but he like it! He'll love his job.What if he choose to be a businessman? He follow what his parent say, he'll live in good economic condition, no pressure, but he doesn't like it much. The consequence is not just at him, it'll be his family.

Choice and consequence are together.
What do you choose will lead to to another way.
It'll change your life forever.
It isn't just you, still, there are people around you to be cared.
What life do you want to live ??
You choose....

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