"Oseaaaaaaa Roberto! I'm so sorry that I'm late. Luckily I saw u there!! Imagine if I didn't see you, what would happen?!" cipika cipiki + hug.
"It's okay, Lia. I just arrived and got here. I met this American girl and U did appear, hahahaha..."
"How was the flight? are you tired now?
"The flight was good, they gave me a bunch of food, too good service, every 5 hours I have my meal. I don't feel exhausted or tired. I slept the whole trip, so now...I'm great!"

Roberto is my used to be house mate's (Gabriella) friend. He is nice person. Fun and attractive!
You can go with him wherever you want...bookstore, shopping, cafe, restaurant, street food stalls, clubs, you name it!
He know how to have fun wherever it is...and he try to make something good even the place isn't that good or fun.
These days, it's good to have him around. At least, i have someone to talk and talk and talk whatever it is.
Yes, he is! I can talk with him whatever i want. He is like my new housemate. He comes to my house everyday and can get along with people. I've been busy goin around, to show him what Shanghai is.
I'm a tour guide and he is my tourist. The good tourist. He likes to try new things and and the main point is....he is not COCKY guy!
At some moment, his figure reminds me of my best friend, Charles Chen. Charles is also a strong, talkative and talkable, strong, love to make people laugh, creative with "nasty & naughty" stuff, like to party, and caring guy. I've known Charles for 3 years, and even we don't talk comunicate that much (since i left Indonesia), we are still the same, still best friend and we still do and talk the same way! that's what i like to be his friend. I don't have to feel afraid that he will reject me for being the way i am and if i do mistakes, he knows I don't mean to hurt him. hahaha, if he knows that i mentioned him on this blog, he will be moved and crying aloud and being so proud of himself!!!!!so, i just want to mention his good side just....just at this moment!

back to Roberto.....he always and always try to make me laugh!or maybe just a lil smile, means good for him. He always has the weird and naughty ideas! Imagine, at first time we went to club, he stole a shot glass! After that, he told me that his friends and him like to steal stupid things and keep it at his friend's basement ( a basement which is renovated to get drunk). What a surprise, he made me stole a maracas from KTV without realizing it...-_-"
For some moments, we often go to in front of Fudan's Dormitory to buy our meal. Twice or 3 times a week, we go there to buy "pengyou's" thing, chao fan (fried rice), and 2 kuai things (dumpling). Why does we call pengyou's thing, chao fan, and 2 kuai things?? first, the seller of pengyou's thing is a young Chinese guy who is so kind towards Roberto and Roberto called him as his pengyou (pengyou in chinese means friend), second, chao fan means fried rice in chinese and fortunately Roberto can pronounce it right. Third, the dumpling as delicious as the price! It's just 2 kuai for 8 dumplings and it's really delicious. After we buy our meal, we go to my aparment and watch new episode of Gossip Girl or Prison Break or both of em at that day. Simple but fun...

Friends like this...like Roberto and Charles...they are not easy to find. hell yeah i know to find a friend is like finding a needle in the middle of starch. still, friends like them, i mean i say about friendship between a girl and a boy isn't easy to keep.
Some girls say "Being in a friendship with guys isn't that comfy and fun"
For me, It's the opposite way!

and i hope this friendship will remain till its ending.....
welcome to Shanghai Roberto!
it's nice to be your friend....

Label: friends

It started when I saw him at the edge of the bar, near pool table. With black polo shirt and long vintaged jeans. He was looking for his friend. What was he doin heree???? well, it wasn't a best place to meet him. The lights were so glam, but I could see him clearly. I know it was him. It has been 2 month since last time I saw him at school. But now, saw him at bar? or club, or whatever it is...It was such weird.

I told Alicia that I saw a guy that I like, but the point is.....I never be able to talk with him. Well, it isn't because I don't have chance. I have chances. We have class together everyday, he is a friend of my house mate's boyfriend. The thing that I could do is...staring at him. I have no problem to talk with stranger or someone new. But, just for this guy? Or a guy that I like, I always and always have problems.

Alicia insisted me to go to talk with him and my answer was always same, NO!
Suddenly, Alicia went towards him and asked if he know me or not. Well, I wasn't clear what Alicia asked him, but Alicia went back to me with him. I was so embarrassed and nervous. I couldn't talk in calm tone. When he saw me, I could see his face tell me "Ahhhh...I know this girl." He was smiling back to me. He grabbed my shoulder and asked me how I was goin these days. Did I pass the exam, which university I will go, and so on. I asked his name *i know it before,hehehehe. just to show that I just know him*, he asked mine, it was just lasting for 3-5 mins, then he said that he was hangin out with friends. So, he had to go back with his friends.
It was our first short conversation in private!
I am happy that finally I had a moment that I could talk with him.Even it was just for 3 minutes.
However, the first time is the most difficult one, then rest of it, you can do better and much easier.
I still feel my heart is racing now, for him. I am surprised that my heart can beat like this for him.
Last time I knew, I just think that he is an interesting person.
But now.....maybe it will change.....
Maybe......

Label: love life, random me

every family has its stories.
so does mine.
either bad or good, it's still a family.
one group of people who has blood connection or not, caring, and loving each other.
family is....thicker than blood.

broken family.
happy family.
in problems family.
about to be broken family.
separated family.
not-have-blood connection family.
big family.
small family.

it's still called family....
no matter what, it's FAMILY...
and it stands for Father And Mother I Love You

Label: family

hari ini keterlaluan!aku bangun jam 2 sianggggg.....what de heckkkkk....kalo bokap dan nyokap ku tau pasti langsung dipanggil pulang, terlalu malas menjadi anak!!!!
setelah bangun dan kaget atas kemalasan sendiri, di HP ku terpampang message dr Lluvia katanya bakal di tunggu di Baoshan Rd jam 11,soooo......ya gagal rencana bertemu mereka karena kemalasan saya yang terlalu parah!

siang ini aku mengobrol dengan novi di msn, dan gak tau kenapa obrolan kita berlanjut sampe lamaaaaa dan ngomongin hal yang gak jelas. dari masalah mantan sampe pup dan sebagainya. waktu aku ngobrol sama dia, online lah seorang cewe yang ngaku ngefans dengan mantan ku yang pertama. ini tidak sembarang ngefans tapi bener2 bikin saya merinding. cewe itu tanya aku ini sapanya mantanku dan aku jawab ya aku ini mantan nya mantanku...nah lo...bingung kan dengan kata-kata nyaaa....tapi maaf, tidak ada kata laen yang bisa ditulis untuk ini. Gilanya, tanpa sadar aku ngomong sama tuh cewe, kalo mau tanya-tanya tentang mantanku (aka yang di fans in sama dia) boleh aja, toh aku uda gak ada hubungan apa-apa lagi sama dia. dengan kata lain, aku membantu tuh cewe untuk mengejar lagi mantanku. mantan yang perna aku cinta dengan sepenuh hati. well, biarpun mulut mengatakan tak ada hubungan apa2 lagi, tapi herannya hati ku masih deg-deg an. dan aku gak tau dan gak jelas, deg-deg an buat apa. aku dan mantan uda gak punya hubungan apa-apa lagi dan gak pernah kontak lagi sampe sekarang.

seharian di rumah membuat aku keblingsatan cari makanan setiap menitnya. bukan karena lapar, tapi karena pengen ngunyaaahhh. TIDAK!!!! kapan bisa diet seperti ini....makanya waktu pergi ke Wallmart itu selalu perang batin. khususnya ketika lewat rak-rak dimana ada Lays, Pocky, dan kawan-kawan. arrrghhhhh...............kenapa nafsu untuk makan ini gak pernah habis! tapi semakin membesar tiap harinya....T_T

sorenya, aku baru mandi, dan memutuskan untuk keluar rumah sebentar. gak tahan seharian di rumah mendekam. dengan membawa DVD pinjaman untuk dikembalikan dan sepeda pemberian Ellito, aku pergi keluar. eh, waktu mulai naek sepeda dan dikayuh, tuh sepeda mengeluarkan bunyi-bunyi yang sounds like shit! ckit...ckit...ckit...besi-besinya banyak yang karatan kena hujan. jadilah sepanjang jalan diiringi bunyi ckit ckit itu....

malam tadi, Christa, my bestfriend, finnaly can show up on msn! after waiting for so long time, akhirnya kita bisa berbincang-bincang. as always, it's nice conv. gak jelas si benernya kita ngobrol apa, tapi tetap menarik dan buat saya puassssss.....puas bisa bertukar pikiran dengan menggunakan bahasa ibu, hahahaha...kadang-kadang capek pake bahasa Inggris ato Cina. apalagi untuk bertukar pikiran dan ngomong hal-hal yang dalam-dalam itu.

btw, kemaren temanku mengajak saya untuk hunt cowo. karena sekarang katanya HUNT Season. kok kedengaran seperti musim kucing kawin ya?!

Label: days

setelah face painting selesai, aku banyak difoto-foto, it was a great job!i love that face painting. abis itu, yang laennya mulai ikut-ikutan pengen digambar juga tangan,muka,kaki, dan besertanya. aku cuma senyum-senyum aja liat mereka. gak yang gede gak yang kecil pengen digambar juga. trussss....tak lama, aku menemukan sosok yang having nice smile. so nice! he is one of them too, bagian yang bentuk-bentuk balon. pake topi, berikawat gigi, dan selalu senyum waktu aku liat dia. dia nya sibuk dengan anak-anak kecil yang minta dibikinin balon. ketika aku berpapasan sama dia,dan dia tersenyum lagi, terulurlah tangannya dia dengan asking

"by the way, what's ur name?"

"Lia, and you ?"

"Gabriel, nice to meet you Lia."

"nice to meet u too, Gabriel."

"what balloon do u want?"

"well...can u make a penguin?"

"hmmm, i never make it before, but i'll try"

"ok, thank u, I have to go, cya later"

"ok.cya..."

aku ikut kebaktian dan selesai kebaktian dia bilang kalo dia uda bikinin penguin buat aku, tapi ada a boy yang minta akhirnya dikasiin. kecewa siiii...tapi apa boleh buat, yah sudahlah ditelan saja kekecewaannya. waktu beres-beres barang, masih banyak balon-balon yang ketinggalan. ada balon biru dengan bentuk tak jelas. karena sebagian besar balon itu berbentuk mahkota, bunga, dan anjing. tapi 1 balon biru ini laen sendiri. anehhh....gak lama, baru ngeh....ini penguin itu. setelah dari beberapa sisi dipandang, ini toh penguin yang buat aku. aku langsung ambil dan simpan di tasss....wakakakakaka, akhirnya menjadi milikku jugaaaaaaa.....

kata orang, apa yang seharusnya menjadi milikmu akan menjadi milikmu...

tuh contohnya tuh balonnn.....

Label: days

Penn Badgley

"There's a lot of mythology about what women want more: a good guy or a bad guy. The secret is knowing when to dabble in each. If you're too straitlaced, you're dull. And if you're truly bad, you're probably self-absorbed. What everyone really needs is to be loved, and a good guy is more likely to offer you that."