Escargot and pho?
it's a great combination which can make your heart beat either slower or faster
XD

Label: love life

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and my ex's birthday....

so i had that idea...yes...to call him.
i never heard any of his news for more than a year.
i don't know things bout him.
unbelievable, i called him. i said "hey, happy birthday!"
and he just "..........hmmm."
for a second, i thought he would get mad. I had no idea why i thought he would get mad. But he did not.
"I was so surprised". That was all i could hear from him.
I try to catch some update from him within asked him how he passes through his life.
It seemed good, but not so happy.
Should I happy?
or what??

3 minutes before...
His home phone number still stuck on my mind. I pressed the number and my heart beat randomly. The same feeling..always....the atmosphere and how i feel when i called him to his home. Silent...and awkward.
Still feel so afraid...afraid that his parent will realize the one who called is me.

Somehow, i know....he felt the same way as i did.
He asked me, did i miss him...and because of that i called him.
I answered "No". I just wanted to say Happy Birthday. He was part of my life.
So, I suggested to myself to wish him for his birthday. And still the same thing happens, I am the only one who says Happy Birthday.

The feeling....still there.
How if...........????
No...There is how if for me.
I have to get over it. and i know i have to!

Label: love life, random me

It started when I saw him at the edge of the bar, near pool table. With black polo shirt and long vintaged jeans. He was looking for his friend. What was he doin heree???? well, it wasn't a best place to meet him. The lights were so glam, but I could see him clearly. I know it was him. It has been 2 month since last time I saw him at school. But now, saw him at bar? or club, or whatever it is...It was such weird.

I told Alicia that I saw a guy that I like, but the point is.....I never be able to talk with him. Well, it isn't because I don't have chance. I have chances. We have class together everyday, he is a friend of my house mate's boyfriend. The thing that I could do is...staring at him. I have no problem to talk with stranger or someone new. But, just for this guy? Or a guy that I like, I always and always have problems.

Alicia insisted me to go to talk with him and my answer was always same, NO!
Suddenly, Alicia went towards him and asked if he know me or not. Well, I wasn't clear what Alicia asked him, but Alicia went back to me with him. I was so embarrassed and nervous. I couldn't talk in calm tone. When he saw me, I could see his face tell me "Ahhhh...I know this girl." He was smiling back to me. He grabbed my shoulder and asked me how I was goin these days. Did I pass the exam, which university I will go, and so on. I asked his name *i know it before,hehehehe. just to show that I just know him*, he asked mine, it was just lasting for 3-5 mins, then he said that he was hangin out with friends. So, he had to go back with his friends.
It was our first short conversation in private!
I am happy that finally I had a moment that I could talk with him.Even it was just for 3 minutes.
However, the first time is the most difficult one, then rest of it, you can do better and much easier.
I still feel my heart is racing now, for him. I am surprised that my heart can beat like this for him.
Last time I knew, I just think that he is an interesting person.
But now.....maybe it will change.....
Maybe......

Label: love life, random me